Thanks Ben..
Unfortunatly guys.. I am going to have to delay my phase change setup a day or 2 I believe.. I am expirence severe upper back and mostly chest muscle spasms.. they are very debilitating (sp?) .. It's hard to move.. and hard to breath with out expirence a new pain each time.. I can't sleep either.. so I just sit around in pain.. I doubt I will be able to work on my system tomorrow.. ya well
Plus my d!ckface parents took my valium away.. the doctor gave me.. they think i am going to get addicted or some sh!t.. rediculous.. he only gave me 8 pills.. 4x a day.. jeez.. idiots.. i sit here in pain not able to sleep now.. was fine earlier.. i took 2 of them and in a bit i was going to sleep.. woke up a few hours ago and not able to sleep now because it hurts so bad.. eerrr!!
Actually ben.. you are right.. I wouldn't hurt myself with anything unless it killed me.. coughheliumcough..
doesn't sound like a bad idea to me.. just another one of america's depressed youth.. who gives a rats ass